happy

my mind is such a cluster fuck. i'm tired of my classes being so deep thinking. it can get very depressing. likeeeeeeeee all i pretty much learn about is how much the human race sucks so much dick. i mean humans do suck pretty hardcore, but it's the simple things that i'm going to start doing again, which make me happy. like skateboarding. i miss that shit. and when i skate, i don't have a fucking care in the world, and i'm not hating anyone. i need to save the hatred for humans, but also continue to enjoy the finer things in life that make me sane.

besides, i think the reason of life is to find happiness. so whatever that may be for me, i'm going to find it.

here's how i see myself completely happy and satisfied with life in the future...

-living in a row house in an urban environment

-i have a cool science related job where i don't have to deal with a lot of people, like NOAA or USGS. orrrrrr i would take being a lobbyist for some sort of environmental organization like the sierra club or the epa, or something like that.

-having a relationship/ being married is not important to me. I would be happy single or married

-i want my city that i live in close to nature. so i'm thinking like boulder, co. or denver. maybe somewhere in oregon. i'm not sure. i would settle on boston or new york, as long as i live near by central park or a big type of park along the same lines.

-i want to have my phd. and i will of wanted to go to a grad school that i can be proud to speak of. like i wanna hang my colleges flag out my window and be proud of it.

-i want to live in walking distances to unique coffee shops and cool places like that.

lol, after reading what i want to be happy, it seems like all i truly want is to live in the perfect city. i will find it. i don't care if it's not in the united states. i'm planning on moving to that city 1st, then finding my carrier there. i'm not going to take whatever job is thrown at me once i'm done with school. if i'm not going to be happy, what's the point. the mission in life is to find happiness, and i'll only find it in my perfect living environment.

so can you guys help me find this place i'm searching of???????? i feel like it is boulder, just from what i've heard from the lykke family.