this current tuesday's tuesday morning

my room mates were loud the night before with their new video game they got at midnight, so i didn't fall completely asleep until like 4am.

my 1st alarm goes off at 5:15.

I turn the 5 alarms that would of gone off between 5:15 and 6:15, and fall back asleep.

my next alarm goes off at 6:15

i snooze until 6:45. i don't care how loud my alarm is to my room mates, they kept me up all night when they knew i had an 8am class.

at 6:45 i grab my phone and look at facebook status's until i feel i'm actually ready to pull my lanky ass out of bed.

it's 6:50 when i decide to get out of bed, i open my closet to throw the underwear i wore to bed and the sock off the floor that i cummed in the previous night, into my hamper.

i grab a towel and walk straight to my shower.

i turn my shower on, and i instantly have to go pee.

i don't know why, but instead of peeing in the toilet, i hold it while dancing up and down until the water gets hot enough.

i start peeing not right when i get in the shower, but while i'm getting in the shower, and i get a little on my shower curtain. this pisses me off a lot, and i make note to make sure i get soap on that area as i clean myself.

i apply shampoo.

it's not until after i shampoo my hair when i do my heavy thinking.

after about 10 minutes or so of heavy thinking, i re-apply shampoo. Although knowing i already did, my OCD has a greater impact on me than trusting my memory.

i realize this shower is taking too long.

i quickly put on conditioner, followed by body wash.

i make sure i get that area i peed on my curtain to be covered in soap.

i turn off my shower and dry off. my towel smells like bleach. i love that smell.

once dry, i hang my towel up and walk out of my bathroom naked.

while naked...

i put hair product on

brush my teeth

use mouth wash

check my email

and chug a boost from the fridge.

i could careless if anyone sees me naked, especially my room mates. they are way passed used to seeing me naked.

i don't put underwear on until i sit down on my computer chair

i sit down and go on facebook.

i send niels a picture and realize it's around 7:15

i close my computer, knowing that once i close it at any time, it automatically turns a password on, so it's safe from my room mates trying to steal my videos of any sort.

i then put deodorant on, followed by 2 shots of tommy hilfiger smell on my lower neck.

i put a pair of ankle socks on next

i then pick out which shirt will go best with the brown cords i want to wear today.

i don't put the cords on yet, because if i find a really good shirt that goes better with different pants, then i'll go with that.

i end up finding my navy blue v neck, that of which i decide goes well enough with the brown cords.

i don't know why i care about my shirt so much. i already know i'm going to be wearing a sweat shirt over it the whole day anyways.

i put my outfit on, followed by a dark grey hoodie, and my blue shoes

a throw a bottle of water in my backpack, and look at the time, 7:30.

perfect timing.

i leave my apartment and walk to class knowing i'll get there at 7:45 and i'll be the 1st one there until around 7:50.

i like that feeling.

and not even to show the teacher i care, because he doesn't get there until more people are there anyways. i just like that alone time in the room to settle in, get my notes, packets, and textbook out, take a sip of water, and make the choice of looking of the reading from the previous nights, or play around on my iphone. since we didn't have any readings given from the last class, i play on my iphone.

i play tris (tetris).

to me, this is very metatetive.

it gets my mind no thinking so hard for once.

i don't stop playing until class actually starts at 8:00.

i guess you could say it's a defense mechanism, as well, since i don't really know too many people in that class to talk to.

class then starts, and i no longer consider it the morning.

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